viernes, 12 de septiembre de 2008

Opinar acerca de todo

Dice mi querida escritora Pilar Galán (que ayer le dedicó su columna a Ana María Matute y me hizo mucha ilusión) que existe esta conciencia generalizada de que un escritor puede opinar sobre cualquier cosa. Es más, no es que pueda opinar (porque opinar podemos todos, aunque nuestras opiniones sean nefastas y, contrario a lo que se estile ahora, no deban tener todas el mismo valor mal que nos pese porque nos encanta escucharnos a nosotros mismos. ¡Maldita democratización de la opinión -sin acritud, sin acritud-!), sino que se espera su opinión como la de un experto cuando, precisamente por ser escritores, de expertos tienen poco o nada.

No tengo ni idea de dónde viene esto pero antes de que ella le diera forma a aquella idea con palabras lo que es cierto es que, de un modo u otro, estaba ya en mi cabeza y yo también lo creía. Es estupendo cómo, cuando te dicen bien las cosas, se caen los andamios de las ideas mal formadas y te puedes crear otra mucho más sólida y estable. A lo mejor eso también es crecer, no lo sé. Cuando se me quite el complejo de Peter Pan y empiece a hacerlo, pues ya os lo diré.

Esta entrada viene a que, últimamente, he bajado la cantidad de colaboraciones que desde el año pasado iba haciendo en el periódico y me he dado cuenta de que es precisamente porque, de los temas que yo suelo opinar, muy pocos han saltado a la palestra durante la época estival y, claro, pues opinar de lo que no tengo ni idea, pues no me ha gustado nunca. De hecho, siempre he sido mejor "escuchador" que orador (aunque cuando a mí me dan un micro suele ponerse a temblar el mundo). De todos modos, había uno acerca del que no podía evitar opinar.

Tengo la sensación de que los temas de los que yo opino son muy pocos y muy limitados y, de alguna manera, aunque lo considere lógico e, incluso, justo, no puedo evitar que me dé rabia porque soy así de ansioso y yo quiero saberlo todo y opinar de todo. Pero no opinar tontamente, no. Quiero ser experto en todo. Es algo que me ha pasado desde siempre y, sinceramente, creo que es un problema porque muchas, muchísimas veces me ha impedido centrarme en una sola cosa por miedo a abandonar otras que, igualmente, me resultaban igual de interesantes. Y, claro, he acabado haciéndolo todo al mismo tiempo con el consiguiente agotamiento y el posterior abandono de todo lo que había comenzado. Soy un desastre.

Y llega septiembre, nuevas alternativas, nuevos planes, nuevas motivaciones que, a bien seguro, si no me centro y elijo en condiciones no llegarán a buen puerto. Así que, mejor voy con calma, entro en septiembre con el pie derecho y no me dejo aturullar por este tiempo loco y sin cabeza que hace que lo mismo te pongas una camiseta que necesites una sudadera bien gordita a los cinco minutos.

Qué difícil es ser yo.

PD: Os debo visitas, comentarios, entradas acerca del viaje, de mi búsqueda y posterior desayuno con Antonia Romero en Praga, de mi genial encuentro online con Leo, de Peso Cero, y de mil cosas que ahora no me acuerdo, pero debéis perdonarme porque, aprendiendo de errores pasados, no quiero perderme en miles de cosas. Estoy completamente cegado por la novela (no me queda nada para llegar al final pero quiero saborearlo, que soy consciente de que siempre los precipito), me da la sensación de que era una idea que tenía desde siempre y que, de alguna manera, siempre había querido escribir esa historia que no sabía que existía. Y como soy así de egoísta me apetece disfrutarlo yo solito. No me odiéis mucho.

19 comentarios:

Ruth dijo...

¿Odiarte? No, hombre, no. Envidiarte sí, por eso de estar acabando una novela que te gusta. Yo ya he decidido que mejor me dedico a hacer calceta.
Qué razón tienes en eso de que opina todo el mundo. Yo me vuelvo medio loca cuando veo a verdaderos don nadies en las tertulias de la tele yendo de expertos en materias en las que, se nota, no tienen ni idea. Y ya, cuando los escritores van de expertos, son lo peorcito. No sé qué tiene el escribir, que te inflama el ego.
Tómate la vuelta al cole con calma, que todo termina volviendo a la normalidad (aunque parezca que nunca llega).

leo dijo...

Mu bien: tú escribeeeeee, escribeeeee.
Ya seguiremos nuestra tertulia on-line, jeje.
Besotesss.

Antonia Romero dijo...

Así escribía, así, así...
Yo suelo tener opinión, pero reconozco que lo que más me apasiona es escuchar la opinión de los demás. Cuando lo hago, normalmente, ocurre una de estas dos cosas: o aprendo mucho o me río mucho. Cualquiera de los dos conceptos me resulta igual de interesante.
Un beso

Luis Recuenco dijo...

No sabes lo que te envidio. Disfrutar escribiendo, y haciéndolo bien. Para mí es una tortura. Tal vez en eso consista la diferencia entre un escritor verdadero, como tú, y un diletante con miedos, como yo.

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